NachtEngel

I was just thinking about how hard I am on myself about not ever doing anything except hanging around at home. Is it really that bad though if I don't get out and see real people? Is it odd that I would like to get out sometimes not to socialize with people but just so I can remind myself that my family and I are not the only real humans on this earth? Is it healthy that sometimes I go a few weeks without physically even seeing a human in reality other than my family? There really isn't much of...

Please?

So, I have not seen my best friend Stephanie since before Christmas. I thought it would be nice to do something so we made plans a few days ago. The first day got ruined because she still had a cold that is understandable. The second day got ruined because of weather and that was understandable. Then, today we were going to do something. I told her when I called that I would get ready and call her when I was together. She then tells me that her Aunt called and they are going to have dinner there....

My mother is on pain killers because she had work done on her back. She was being nice for some reason and I decided to make dinner for us. This is so strange.

My mother is never that nice!

I really don't even know how to put this so I guess I will try to keep it simple. I am just so sick of people and some of the things they do. I am tired of all the pointless fighting over stupid things.

I'm not even going bother continuing this thing.....

I'm falling asleep at the keyboard anyway.

I guess people just make me sad.

The end.

Night.