w8_4_the_moonrise

dew droppings scratch the surface of the sunrise
Laying, so peacfully on that petal
Not alone, but complacent
a cocoon, a sanctuary in the sky
The dew begins to roll down as the petal expands
"No!" says the dew drop
But the morning gardner has already come out to marvel at his wonderful blossoms
And so the dew drop make his drop to the ground
so long, painful and full of worry
SPLUSH!
The loudest sound no one ever...

Okay not all the shit has hit the fan but its a-coming hard and fast. First off is the thing that happened last night which I refuse to think about as a possibility of occurring although its weight on my mind and gut are crushing me. Then there was today. It was supposed to be a nice day. Wake up late, relax, knit a bit then Boyfriend would take me out to dinner and then we would hang out a bit with friends.

Nope.


First Boyfriends Mom decides that boyfriend...

So I wake up early to an expansive gray sky. I visit Boyfriend and we wait for the snow. We took a walk in the fat flakes. We then had to make a run for milk and bread, then due to a rude request from Boyfriend's Mom I had to leave. I spent the evening with a bowl of soup and movies. Lonely and cold.

But the evening wasn't a total waste. I cut up an old pair of jeans and made a purse/ lab top carrier.

Today is a day for sledding.

Yesterday was a day from hell. After being woken from a deep slumber by various constructions in our kitchen. Then after a nice bowl of cereal I get yelled at for not throwing away the empty box correctly. Whatever that means. Then the brand new washer was being used by everyone else in the world so I have 2 weeks worth of laundry overflowing from my hamper. And my Mom is very skitzy. Sigh.

At least I salvaged the night with Boyfriend watching Batman and playing Sonic.

Today was one of those days that was tiring, relaxing, and humdrum all at once. After waking up late for work (5:00am) and discovering that I was the only one that showed up to do the entire store price changes so my boss was pissed off at me. Fun stuff. And people were particularly stupid today. People literally asked me where the soda was as they stared at it. Eight and a half hours of hell.

I came home to attempt to take a shower and the water was not on and we are not allowed...