El Pirata

Wooooo!!!! I just quit my job today! Ok, I shouldn't exactly be celebrating, but anyways, I should probably go job hunting like today and be a bit more serious about it. Isn't it just wonderful quitting your job when the economy is in deep shit? lol, I don't really care, I'll find another job soon enough.

So I bought some boxer-briefs at wal-mart yesterday, and I decided to try them on. I have never felt so empowered in my life, I dont think I am ever going back to briefs again, they are just that comfortable! Not only do I feel comfy in them, I feel almost like very empowered by them, I have no idea why. Its amazing what underwear can do for you, is this how girls feel with their Victoria's Secret? Lol.

So I have been talking lately to this good friend I met online, I somehow manage to keep myself distracted with her. She is a very good friend, we like to talk a lot to each other, so I guess thats one of the reasons I haven't been on as much. She has been a very helpful, and a very nice friend to me. She has definitely filled in the empty void I had felt, I used to feel so empty and depressed, now these days, everything seems to be brighter. Although she lives very far away from me, she is...

. . . is depressing, then again I haven't been contributing a whole bunch *sigh* I guess I'll come back later, for the moment, I'll keep lurking like I have these past few weeks/months, however long its been.

I am going back to try and meditate and forget about this emotional shit. Fuck emotions, who needs them. Maybe the less emotional I am the less of a pussy I will be. Yea, maybe with meditation I will kill all these shitty emotions like depression. time to bring it on