Girl

but i do hope you are able to calm yourself and think of better things

i wish there was something i could do to cheer you up but i don't feel well enough to do that
i am sorry

and i know all three of us have had to grow up at an early age. I get that just from the general consensus of the conversations we have on general

i am sorry that you had to go through that. i mean it.
well I watched my mom slip in and out of an alcoholic stupor while she was trying to take care of me and my brother. I had to pretty much raise my baby sister when she got older, like around 1 years old. and i had to take care of her a lot when she was sick (my sister) and then she went into a coma and then passed away after we brought her home from the hospital, in my dad's arms. and i was part of a racist elitist sorority organization for a while until i realized what was going on with that. I can be pretty blind sometimes. and i am not really a fast learner when it comes to common sense if that makes you feel any better. seems like we both have been dealt some crappy hands in life huh?

the message i tried to send back would not let me send it because it said it was too long ay ay ay so here you go i put it on here for you

well you and i have had completely different backgrounds, but really dont think that you're alone. I can barely function either, I am not allowed to do normal adult stuff by the docs orders so legally i am not supposed to have a steady job at the moment (had to take a leave of absence from Kid's World) and I have no income and I am usually stuck at home with a hobo sleeping in my house. i have reverted back to childhood I am trying to be lighthearted here. inside joke about hobo (i was referring to my bf) cause really he doesnt have a home and the only reason he was allowed to get a library card today was because my mom was there with us to vouch for his living at our house. So yeah i dont even feel comfortable in my own house at the moment because of all the horrible things I did to lash out at the world. My parents love me unconditionally and I appreciate that but I dont deserve it. They havent always been the best parents either on the other hand but this is a learning experience for us all right now. so i am trying to take things step by step. sometimes reading self help books will help or just focusing energy on something that makes you happy that is constructive and not destructive. many people in this world from every background can attest to that. just wanted you to know I appreciate what you bring to the table because it spurs on this realization that we all need to take a step back and look at ourselves. and i certainly appreciate your presence and will try to be more openminded

You ok?
Hope whatever is wrong goes away.
Please don't do anything stupid.
Believe it or not I care about you.

Hey, me too.

Did you find these at garfieldminusgarfield.net?

Holy shit I really like that one.