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puddin pop · 06-07-2008, 06:20 PM

Don't know how many of you remember me, I was on here for a while in the beginning of 2007, met a guy on here and moved to NY to live with him. Well that didn't work out so great...BUT here I am again, back in California and knocked up! Life is interesting these days, just wanted to say hello to everyone...

BT I have missed you!

puddin pop · 06-07-2008, 11:47 PM

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Originally Posted by .Lovable.

hehe. well learning experience. again. so enjoy it.
live. laugh. love it.

HA. I'll tell you what I learned. To be scared shitless because even when I was being "responsible" and "safe" I still got preggers. So after my son is born I don't know what the hell I am going to do...besides not have sex? We'll see how long that lasts!

06-08-2008, 12:11 AM

haha. nice.

well being 'safe' doesn't mean you're always safe. so... yeah.
not your fault. nobodies fault.
everything happens for a reason. and your reason for it may not be shown yet..
but it will be presented to you with time.

puddin pop · 06-08-2008, 12:15 AM

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Originally Posted by .Lovable.

haha. nice.

well being 'safe' doesn't mean you're always safe. so... yeah.
not your fault. nobodies fault.
everything happens for a reason. and your reason for it may not be shown yet..
but it will be presented to you with time.

Actually it came at the perfect time. I mean it doesn't feel like it to me on so many levels, I am totally unprepared, my life and relationship with the father is completely chaotic but I was headed down an extremely destructive path. I should have been in big trouble and for some reason I was getting away with all the very naughty things I was doing...and then I got pregnant and then I proceeded to slowly pull my head out of my ass and grow up.

06-08-2008, 12:23 AM

see. well there you go.
everything happens for a reason, that saying to me... is the bible. ha.
i'm not religous or anything, but i think that there is a 'higher power' that makes things happen in our lives for reasons, at the time that they happen.

yours was presented to you through a pregnancy, and if you needed to get your life back on track and grow up quick... that was the Perfect way to show you that you needed to.

it's a blessing.
really. if you think about it.

puddin pop · 06-08-2008, 12:45 AM

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Originally Posted by kingdomforakiss

i remember you too. sorry things didn't work out. i can totally relate to being out of the loop on here too so we are kind of in the same boat. well except i am not pregnant but i have had a hell of a summer so far, and not necessarily in a good or bad way.

UGH I'm not sorry things didn't work out. Now that I think about it I puke in my mouth a little bit to think that I was attracted to him...I don't even think that I actually was. I think I was just desperate for a change. I wanted out of the life I was in and he presented a way.

everyone's favo · 06-08-2008, 05:07 AM

I remember you too! We talked a couple times over aim about the issue... but hey, I'm glad your in a happier place now.

BTW - welcome back ^.^

P.S. Is your aim name still the same name?

Zyanya · 06-08-2008, 11:32 AM

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Originally Posted by puddin pop

I don't remember. We talked for like maybe 4 months and he came out to where I live in CA and after about two months of living in CA together he convinced me (well more like guilted me) into moving back to NY with him. STUPID me. Should have listened to my gut feeling and stayed in CA where I belong!!!

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Hi

--------------- Added 07 Jun 2008 at 11:41 pm ---------------

Yeah like getting pregnant from something you didn't even know was going to be a relationship even though you were on the pill and used a condom...

Thank you Jack Daniels.

How you been ?