Things to do at some point this year:
- Find friends that don't smoke as much pot. Or start smoking WAY more pot.
- Tell my Dad to fuck off and to point out that if I kill myself its all thanks to him
- Try to get some serious help for my depression, maybe if I start cutting myself in front of my parents while laughing out loud they'll finally take it seriously.
- Find some new friends, focus on my social life.
- Take school seriously but it remains low priority until I figure my life out, whats the point of school when you don't expect to be alive for your 25th birthday.
- Get laid
- Get a gf, cuz its getting ridiculous.
- I wanna say lose weight but thats a given, my appetite keeps getting less and less each month.
- Start exercising again.
- Buy a motorcycle, if my parents say anything, do something extreme to point out that I'm on the edge of insanity and that if it makes me happy I don't care what they think.
If I can accomplish all that then I may still have a chance.