I hate school. I just wish I could drop out and move in with Zack and live responsibilty free. I do not want to struggle and work at stop and shop and live in a shitty appartment for the rest of my life.
but zack is the only good thing in my life. and i hate that im an hour away. and i hate not being able to see him when i want, which is all of the time.
and i hate school, i hate classes, i hate teachers, i hate papers and tests and all of the fucking stress it comes with. i hate the fact that i have to go to school to survive in this fucking world.
i just want to cuddle up with my baby and fall asleep in his arms and wake up next to him everyday and i hate that i will not have that until i win the lottery.
and im being so stupid and unrealistic right now, but im just in a bad mood.