When Does It Mean To Live?

Written By: Lance Miles Wilson
January 2006



When does it mean to live?
To have meaning is my purpose

Purpose for love!
Love thats everlasting

But what is life without love?
Is it worth it to ask?

To find out?
The world without love once you have known it so well?

Once it was your neighbor,
Your bedmate

Your misquito in your ear...
Yet it wasn't annoying

It was all you lived for
But with it gone...

What is it like?
What is it like they ask?

What is life like afterwards?
Coming from the land of the living?

Back to the land of the dead
No love here

Sorry you've come to this broken down path
Nothing more to offer you but neutrality and hatred

Fake lips with fake breasts
Sexual pleasures that give instant gratification

Gratification that is gone in the instance u blink it away
Blink blink goes the bell

The bell calling u home
Where is home?

No longer in loves arms
But in the devils paws...

Neutrality driving you insane
Why don't you want to love?

I want to love!
Neutrality be the death of you...

Blink blink goes the bell
Another woman, another day

What was her name again?
Oh yes, instant gratification

That was her name
Didn't you once love?

Love?
I know nobody by that name

Now you can't come back
Don't even remember what you've lost

Lost in the pain of it all
Choosen memories gone and blocked from existence

You chug down instant gratification
It comes in all shapes, sizes and flavors

Drugs, alcohol, addictions, sex, pleasures, ignorance...let the pain seep through
Like when you bite your lip and it hurts, yet feels good

You slip into oblivion
It hurts, but the pleasure outweights it all...or does it?

Not even human any more are we?
ARE WE?!?!

Love is never to be seen again
What is it like they ask?

You do not speak
Going along with the flow of your cavity

The cavity that takes you in its hands
Caresses you to death

What is it like they ask?
You do not speak

You do not move
Death be to you

Pleasures of the flesh
Come unwound

Death be to you
Loveless fiend

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