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Thoughts into Words 2
[off the top of my head]
suicidal or not
you will come to read
knowing me like you do
you know that I'll have something
emo and sad written down
my depression provides you with
some entertainment because
it gives you a chance to try out those
techniques you learned from your
self help tapes.
You pick my brain
giving me words of advice
threatening to slap me until
I quit acting all depressed and shit
But it's sad to say the least
That I have to bear my self hate
and torn apart soul
just so I can get a few words from you
what kind of friend are you?
[something different from one above]
Take me as I am
I am human not a machine
I have feelings like everyone else
Don't judge me for acting upon my emotions.
Fuck you
I don't care if your ears can't withstand my agonizing complaints
keeping them within is something I don't like to do and I won't
so either shut the fuck up and tune it out or come up with something that will make me think
Silence me by giving my neurons something to process
Forgive my selfish, compulsive attitude to spill my heart out to you
I don't mean to make you my unwilling listener
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