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I Don't Want Temporary Fate

Written By: Lance Miles Wilson
January 2006



I don't want it
That kind of feeling

The fake harsh scratching at your palm
Leaving your destined to become to routine to it all

Desensitized by your blinding actions
You do it again

Losing yourself once more
To never see the end

If only the world werent soo cruel
And love had its way

Maybe then again
I'd live to see another day

But the world is cruel
And we all had our part

But maybe i didnt
Maybe my heart..

My heart feels different
Than from your's or his

That my heart wants to get away
From the show and the biz

No temporary fix
No fake loveless loss

I want the real thing
Don't heed me with cost

I'd do it all
To have the responsibility

Of having to love somebody
'Til i can no longer breathe

But then again what is breathing?
But merely not being alive

For breathing can be done
Without love you will die

Don't give me that fake fix
That fix of it all

Your worldly possessions
Mean nothing...so small

So small are your thoughts
Can't you see what its done

Taking the easy way out
When love is number 1

I'd give it all for that chance
To show a girl how

How a man should love a woman
And to my knees i would bow

Walk by her side
In moon and light

Touch her tender face
Kiss her morning bright

But she doesn't exist
At least not for now

But your temporary fix does
But i dont want it... now here, not now, not ever

Fuck you and your fix
I want the real thing

Fake emotions
Never did like that ring

Ringing in my ear
Of how suffocated it can be

When love finally hits you
Your too desensitized to be

But what does it matter
Your dead and your not

Because breathing means everything
And a hot girl is hot

But the inner is inner and is to never be seen
For that hot girl is the temporary fix

I don't want my part of that thing
Leave me alone

While i dwell in my path
Waiting for someone

To love
To have

I just want to love you
To show you the way

If only you didn't live on fixes
Would I have you today...

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