KellyMac

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What did I see in you when we met?

Were you there to rescue me?

Were you there to take me by the hand

And show me how to be a woman?

Or did I just think thats what you were,

Or were supposed to be?



How was I supposed to know?



I wanted a magic formula,

A magic carpet

To take me away

From all the pain and confusion.

That was unrealistic, I see that now.

There is no magic.

Only me.



What I needed all along was right here inside,

Buried under all the confusion,

The riot of thoughts inside my head

That never quieted.

Even when I was asleep.



I had to learn so many things.

How to laugh,

How to think,

How to experience joy

And satisfaction.



How to love myself.

And loving myself,



Love you.