my name is offered
upon golden platters
the love i earned
so delicately shattered
Sacrificing myself
for the sake of all the others
A saint of deciet
taken advantage of by my lovers
thus, REVEAL THE ABUSERS!!!
i purge myself of prideful thoughts
lay down to take the blame
ever hopeful
that i can withstand this pain
festering inside,
but concealed is my hate
protecting the others
i seal my fate
alone i face the accusing
i swallow the urge to stop their lectures
trying to ignore the sharp knife of abandonment
heart be damned and FUCK THE PRESSURE!!!
Alas, i am only bitter
