This time that has gone by without us talking is treading even more slowly then it was before. Your phone calls and text messages are what got me through my day. Now, I am being shoved aside because you are in a weird place in your mind right now and I hate it...but I understand. What you are going through isn't easy but what I am going through isn't either. Sometimes I feel like you forget that. Yes, I still have my freedom to do whatever I want whenever I want but having these freedoms doesn't...

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I don't fucking get this shit!
I have about 4926795468 emotions running through me right now and I do not know how to handle it! I go from being on the verge of tears to wanting to punch the fuck out of something.

I alienated myself away from everyone except for Steph, Chris, my family and Brad for the past 2 weeks and yet drama still surrounds me. This shit is just pissing me the fuck off and I do not know why.

I hate this waiting...I hate this feeling...I hate...

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Brad texted me last night and told me that he had to repick his duty stations so one of these is most likely where he and I are going to be moving in early March of 2009.

Germany
Alaska
Hawaii
California
Georgia
North Carolina

I think that it is cute that he chose our own state and a state right above ours. That means that he doesn't want to go too far away...but then again he also listed Alaska. I would die if we moved to Alaska!!...

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"I remember those missed calls....they leave you full of guilt and feeling a million times lonelier then you already had felt before...."

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I have only 2 days left until I get to drive my happy ass all the way up to Ft. Knox, Kentucky to see the love of my life. I cannot wait.
Today wasn't too bad of a day, thanks to the help of Stephanie. My phone got stolen in WalMart so I was highly pissed off but I should get another one in the mail today around lunch time or Tuesday. I was more mas at the fact that Brad could have called me and I would have missed the call.

I had my phone completely deactivated but when I...

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