Where am I?

I have felt a total lack of motivation this past month, I mean I don't even log on much to the toast much, but I still lurk bunches. I haven't found the motivation to post much, despite the fact that there are always topics I like and whatnot. I wonder if the weather is affecting me or what? I mean my job hasn't kept me so busy that I can't come here and post, nor has it made me so tired that I wouldn't want to come here and lurk. Lately though I have felt like I am just living it day to day, it feels like I have been acting more like a zombie. Maybe it's this crappy town I live in, it feels like it is eating at me little by little. Hell, I don't know whats wrong with me, or why I am the way I am, all I know is that I am me.