kinda, but not really in a way...
my family kept it in a cubbard where i couldn't see it, cause they knew i'd get upset if i couldn't play the damn thing.. haha.
the night before my heart surgery, they told me that they had been hiding it, and asked if i wanted to play cause i was freakin out about it, and stressed.
but i didn't feel good cause of the drugs, and couldn't anyways, so i really only had to deal with it. for a few days. instead of a week.
