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Originally Posted by everyone's favo
You have a good head on your shoulder, and a lot of people I know would not have everything set like this. Mad props to you and hopefully everything will go well during the birth.
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I hope so too, but on a sadder note my grandmother died on Friday. Her wake was yesterday and the funeral was today. This was to be her first great grandchild, I wish she was able to see it. Whats weird though is that I'm upset that she died but I can't cry about it. She did know that I was pregnant before she died so I'm glad she knew that. I wasn't that close to her or my grandfather so that might be one of the reasons I'm not all that upset about it. The first thing that came to mind when my dad called me to tell me was how happy she was to find out I was having a baby. I thought of all the good memories, none of the bad ones came to mind. I know that she'll be there to watch over the baby before and after I have it so thats also comforting. I'm not a religious person at all, but for funerals and such I have no problem behaving (most of the time). The whole time I was sitting in church all I could think about is Dane Cook (when he did the whole peace thing) and south park (when Stan was trying to give his dad an erection). I had to stop myself from cracking up the whole time, I felt horrible but it helped me cope with it better I guess. I'm guessing it will hit me little by little cause it didn't hit me like the rest of my family. Other then that things are well, I started to go out with my ex again but we are taking things slow. I don't want to rush into anything and he knows it. I think thats all I can write at the moment, not much goes on in my life ha ha. I hope all is well with you guys
