EH....

its always hard to see ahead when the tunnel seems so dark,but the best way to heal is to find any source of light no matter how small it is...grasp it and pour some of your heart and soul into it and it should become bigger then you should be able to see your way out of the tunnel but it wont be easy....you have my prayers and my best wishes and dont worry too much she will always watch over you i highly doubt once you follow the light your trapped over there just find solace in that.

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"There are three things a man must do alone - be born, die and, well, we all know the other one." -Cholo (Land of the Dead)

"Man fears the darkness, and so he scrapes away at the edges of it with fire." - Rei Ayanami (Neon Genesis Evangelion)

"Is there a need for a reason to kill someone?" - Mugen (Samurai Champloo)

"How did I pass? She beat me like I owed her money. " - Ichigo (Bleach)